Assalamualaikum...
Truth finally came up! Wow I recently got shot by some people who suppose to be my friend, but yet, judging by their action, they prove that im the one who is not their friend... Hmmm... well the worst part of it, I COULDNT CARE LESS!!!
Well now Im going to speak up the truth...
Deep down inside me, I feel horribly stupid for being too nice to anyone in my life since I've gotten into college. I care about my friend. Thats me! no one could change that except if they stab me at the back!! Well guys, sorry but Im too hard to say you are forgiven..
In my previous blog, generally I post something about how my friend behave which doesnt satisfy myself, and I dedicated my previous post evidently to my HOMETOWN BUTTERWORTH also known as my TRUE gangster and yet trustfull friend who gotten themself into some trouble and need me to take action. So, I post that very blog to them stating that, when I was there (in Butterworth) they can really take care of themself, but now they ask for my help and beg me to abandon my place to help them! so I advice them through my blog which they often read.. THE WORST PART IS : Someone or a few people misunderstood my blog and say that I call my friend here in SENTUL, or KLMU, just a bunch of garbage??!!! What the fish??!! Misunderstood is one thing, but without asking me, they shot me with mockery and other rude word which I cant take. BELIEVE ME, do you really think you guys are my only friend? and I write those blog for you guys??? come on!
Sorry guys, usually I forgive those who make mistake, BUT now Im so in HELL PISSED OFF!! Shoot me! and I wont shoot you back!! because Im not the one to blame! You guys just punch me without asking first! Im totally pissed off right now so sorry to say, I need you guys to back off right now... If you say Im ego or whatever, think again! think about what you guys just said to me! How terrible I was that night.. Being labeled as "ZALIM and PUTAR BELIT!" and many other cruel thing I didnt do... Im so down on my feet that night begging for explaination, but not anymore! So listen up! I dont need friends who think they know everything about me... which they dont... because I really hate myself if I do something wrong, but hate others more if they judge me without knowing the truth... THANKS GUYS! You just broke someone's respect toward you guys....
Versi Bahasa Melayu!
Kalau tak paham bahasa terbelit2 aku.. dengar versi bahasa melayu lak...
Aku bengang se bengang2 nya sekarang bila kawan2 aku di kolej ni main ikut sedap je label aku zalim laa, putar belit cerita laa... cakap member2 sampah laa... dan macam2 lagi... sapa yang terasa tu, dengar btul2 apa aku nak cakap ni..
BLOG sebelum ni... "G-Rated Fishcaker! GROW UP" adalah ditujukan kepada kawan2 aku di kampung halaman aku yang suruh aku pulang menyelesaikan problem dia. Aku bertambah bengang bila dulu masa aku kat kampung, diorang pandai lak jaga diri, tapi sekarang kena bantuan aku lak, jadi aku tulis laa blog tu untuk kawan2 aku kat kampung sana... Korang ingat aku dah xde kawan lain ke yg aku nak tujukan blog tu? ada aku sebut nama korang?? xde kan?? Jadi kenapa nak melenting?? Aku ulang semula "AKU TAK TUJUKAN BLOG AKU YANG LEPAS KAT KORANG!!" Aku tuju kat member2 kt kampung aku.. Aku penah cakap aku ada masalah dengan member kampung tapi sorang pun taknak dengar, tau tau aku lak yang kena kianat dan dilabelkan sebagai orang yang mengata kat belakang dan cakap member2 semua sampah??
Ntah apa laa yang korang tak puas hati lagi aku tak tahu tapi aku dah cakap dah... jangan wat tahu kalau tak tahu hal sebenar!
TAPI! jangan fikir aku nak explain semua ni sebab aku nak korang faham, tak... aku cuma nak korang tahu kebenaran ni.. tapi korang tak tahu pun xpe laa... aku mmg betul2 taknak dengar apa2 lagi... aku tak perlu kawan macam ni yang bila nak mintak tolong, habis manis mulut, tapi tanpa usul periksa tahu nak fire je... aku yang tak bersalah ni tiba2 je kena! Ya Allah apa laa dosa aku ni... Dah laa tak payah dah amik tahu sekarang.. apa yang korang cakap malam tu dah betul2 masuk dalam hati, jadi maaf laa kalau aku cakap yang aku memang dah bengang tahap melampau dengan korang sebab tanpa bukti dan tanpa bertanya, sorang2 fire aku... yang elok2 je aku tak wat pape... ntah laa...kadang2 kita buat baik dengan orang pun susah...haiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Dah laa susah nak ada orang yang percaya kita lebih dari 50% nih... macam aku jugak.. tapi apa2 pun aku tak serang orang suka2 hati aku tanpa tahu hal sebenar dulu....
Dah laa malas nak tulis dah... zaman sekarang mana ada orang nk bertanya dulu sebelum fire! semua tahu nk belasah je... mmg laa ada yg jadi gunting dalam lipatan... haihhh
P/S: Wat susah2 je baca... dah2 g wat keje... aku ni jahat wei... dah xyah peduli laa... >:-(
TAWA DALAM TANGISAN - KAMIKAZE!!
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