Life Suck?? well..ADAPT TO IT!!.

Assalamualaikum....

Huarghhh its being a tired week for me..I hate monday, just like everyone else. 4th of January will be my Final Examination. Im all out dude! I guess this time I know the drill so Im not so nervous like i used to be long ago..hehe..
Well, nothing much to say since I wrote a very long story before and I hate to repeat myself over and over again about how much this week suxx! hmmm.... well everyone got their own problem right?
Anyway, This week I've been thinking about some crazy stuff, like is there a possibility to bend time and space continuum? Haha..I guess I am crazy right now, desperate enough to undo every dumb move I made in this life.. Well, like some people used to say, If we can go back in time, then every decision we made has no meaning. So, instead of trying to change the past, try to adapt(i repeat this word a lot guys!) with making mistakes, and make and better future..
People make mistakes, and sometimes, they keep on making mistakes, thats what human do.. So, instead of insulting, and whatever bullshit u guys do, try forgive and forget if you can... okay... Get a life dude! Im stuck in this world long enough to know how hard it is... so ADAPT!

Quotes of the week "People who never make mistake never learn anything"

We can't avoid it, so try to adapt!! hehe...I told u i repeat this word often.

Well then, Cherrioo!!
Assalamualaikum....
"IM ALL OUT!!"

Shahrul Azli's Commentaries of the Phase V3 : Never get use to it..

Assalamualaikum....

Here I go again...The next chapter of commentaries about another phase of my life.. This past week had been the worst week of my life EVER... To begin, let me just say that, to be heartbroken is excruciatingly painful. It seems like all hope is lost. Maybe you can feel that I'm in terrifying depression phase right now, and you are right.
You see, I never fall into someone so often, most of the time I was playing all around because of the pain I suffered makes me feel that I'm not suitable for that kind of emotional feeling. However, fate always twisted us in a way only God knows, and I got trap in some emotion dilemma. Yes indeed, its all about girl. That's normal people! I'm a human being, and common logic says men need women. Well, whatever.

Back to my story, I met this lovely girl, whom I fall in love for the reason unknown to me. Maybe because of the similarities or "what they call it? aha.." Chemistry.. I never met someone so similar to me, from the way she live his life, her problem with herself, favorite song, and many other things I rather not write here. If you say, "what the hell, you will find another one like her!" Well, suck it! I'm all out dude. I repeat again, I rarely give a shit about girl, but now I give a full attention on this chicks! Its like a rhetorical love. She treat me so nicely that I can spend my whole life just staring at her.

Well, the worst part of this story, well, she know that I like her, or should I say, really2 like her! and she says she like me too, and started to give me hope BUT that's where the weather change! I came to realize that she was just trying to make me happy, by lying to me. I stopped seeing her, I did, but she keeps on coming and coming that I couldn't stop my self from being hurt.
What I mean by being hurt is that she will hang out with me and my friends but she will bring her own male friend and start flirting with each other (like putting his hands around her shoulder, holding hands, whispering and whatever shit). I usually dont give a shit about all this but the fact that she know I care bout makes me feel sick in my stomach. She keeps on hurting me over and over again ever since she know i like her. What kind of pathetic behaviour is that??

Well, enough of this, I will be better somehow. Just that now I always got into bitter place in the broken dream. Maybe this is a test for me from The Ruler of All.. to see if I'm strong enough to handle my emotion. Well, I pray that I can survive this. Amin.

Phrases of the week: "If you give a light to someone, make sure you keep the light steady, because if its too low, the light will go off, and if too strong, the light will burn him."

I use light to describe hope.. as the matter of hope, too many hope unrealized will destroy us. I will say this once, never takes love as a small matter, because one day you will know how painful it is to be heartbroken. If you already feel it, then you will understand. If you never feel it, try not to condemn someone who is.

Well, I don't have enough mood today to write more..see you on the next chapter.
Assalamualaikum...



"Khilaf - Apit"
"Sayang - Menara"
"Tunjukkan aku - Boneca"
"Kurelakan dikau pergi - Okay"

Artists use lie to tell the TRUTH!

Assalamualaikum....

This is very normal day to write a blog which I left a few months back. This is really hard. I dont even know how to start. Well, here goes nothing...! I moved out of Diamond Square, Setapak, or should I say, evicted! By the gods! I dont think anyone would dare to toss me out of my lovely house than the management, but sadly, it is the management who kick US out. We now live peacefully in a narrow, yet social Kondominium Sentul Utama. A new journey begins. This coming week will be my Mid Term exam. Gosh! this is the first in a year I will be going into an examination hall. Brings back memory. Anyhow, i must face this horrible nightmare by myself.

Anyway, there is too much to say right now since I left this blog since Ramadhan and now its been 2 months. The only thing that interesting than the most was when I went to a Camping trip at Cameron Highland. A nostalgic moment happens there and most importantly, i got a lot of friends there. I've started to like KL already. haha.

Phrases of the Week: "Human prefer to know the truth no matter how bad its hurt but its easier to know the lie if you can pretend to know the truth.." This is the part when human head started to feel like acid trip which i guess happens to me also. I prefer to know the truth but my heart says let this be a lie because the truth is too much to handle.

Okeyy... I guess nothing else matters for now. If there's time, I shall reveal to you the next Commentaries if I desire to do so.! haha!

Well then, Cherrioo!!
Assalamualaikum....
"Do the right thing even when no one knows it"

New Moon had Risen Up...

Assalamualaikum....

WoooHoooo!!! Who would believe i've made it! I am now a KLMU student. A student once more..haihhh..new life once again. I am now staying at Setapak, at Diamond Regency Kondo which is far more worthy than I expected. My Housemates here are awesome and funny and sporting, and full of fun! and that not all! you would'nt believe me if I didnt show you, but trust me, from my balcony, I can see the Twin Tower and KL Tower, which mean I can see the whole KL from my balcony. Hmm... thats not just anything yet. Here, there are some facilities which I think suits me well, such as Gimnasium, Swimming Pool, and Karaoke Box. Dont be shock if I told u, Faizal Hussain, the actor, lives here!! There's more I wanted to tell all you people but I hate bragging..haha.

People,
The new moon had risen up and once again Ramadhan is upon us...Its been 3 days since fasting month had started, and I didnt realize how time can be so liquid and flow ignoring all those who were dreaming. This time of the year will be a memorable moment for me, as I for the first time, having my first fasting day, without my family. Well, we never know what will happen if we didnt witness it first hand, right? huhu.. Well, Happy ramadan to all!!!

Phrases of the week.. "The only thing's that constant in this world is change"...

No matter how we live in this world, we can't avoid changes around us.. So, its better for us to adapt, rather than avoid.

Well then, Cherriooo...
Assalamualaikum...Salam Ramadhan!

Shahrul Azli's Commentaries of the Phase V2 : Fall for you over again.

Assalamualaikum....

Here it is...my next commentaries about another phase of my life...
This past week, i visited my Uitm friends who as always...more than what im hoping for..
As a continue my short life back to Shah Alam, I manage to meet my "forever and ever, true passion, my real first and last, love of my life."She's the only one whom I in love with for the longest time..and she looks more than perfect for me, which when I saw her, every damn girl who I once met or like, just dissappear from my mind, kind of like she's the only girl in this world.. but then, Its only me who felt this way..
Its like a one way street, I never manage to get back on her because I know it would be futile as she didnt like me more than a friend. Well, we cant force someone to feel as you feel, right?

Anyway, The miracle of Allah S.w.t had brought me to go out with her for just 3 hours (I guess?) gave me enough strength to keep on living in this horrible life of mine.
For the first time, I got a chance to be with her in her car, watching her driving and hang out with her in KFC, watching her eating, kind of making me feel much better in my life. For the first time, I miss every second of my life..Haha... maybe this should be enough for a headstart. After all, she still my friend. Damn, my story can make you all puke on your keyboard..haha..

Hmmm....well, for another thing, my life phase seems to be change a lot this day as I got an invitation to an interview for KLMU new intake next week.. Im sure hope I will become a student again... my mind started to feel numb already.. Wish me luck okayy!!

Phrases of the week: "Be like a Sun, who shines above all people no matter how ugly or dirty the are...."

Hehe...well then, I guess this is the end of my second commentaries, see you on the next chapter dude!! V3 is comingggg..hahaha..
Assalamualaikumm...

Welcome to the real world.

Assalamualaikum...

I really miss my old self during this boooring day...
I used to walk down the street alone with my n73 and headphone listening to rock metal and some slow rock, and sometimes sit at the bench looking at people.. But now im working at the restaurant as a "water maker"...haha.. no salary raise...as usual..

Within this boooring life usually there's a lighter side, and my lighter side is my so-called auntie, but I rather call her by the name, and unfortunately, she's my type! damn it!...haha..
Anyway, on her birthday she receive a Celcom gift of free-call to any 8pax number, so she called me...
She's like a light shine through my darkest night..haha..
But I really mean it! If she's not my auntie then she's the ONE!! haha..again..

Anyway, like always, phrases of the day..." Even DIAMOND needs light to shine"

Well then..take care and Cheeerrriioooo

Bad Luck or Just Destiny??

Assalamualaikum...
Last month was my most unlucky month for me, but since I dont trust in luck, lets call it written bad destiny. First, I got a hot fever which is far greater pain than i can possibly say right now, which last for a week, probably the longest fever I had so far.

Phrases of the Month:
:Worst can be worst, but can we call anything better "without the worst"??
(My very own quotes!! haha!)

Next, my laptop got infected by One very powerful and I do mean POWERFUL virus, which eat my antivirus, my task manager, disable my application and anything that she can get her hands on. Im totally frustrated, desperately need my laptop back.... Haihhh....If only I could get my hand on the one who create this virus, I promise I will gut him bow to stern!! hmmm... I hope thing will be better this coming month.. Amin...

Well then, Wassalam...take care you guys and girls!

Familial Obligation.

Assalamualaikum..

Mission accomplished!! haha...finally, one of my familia got married. and the wedding ceremony was excellent, at least for my dad and mom. But not me..heh..
This should be a secret but since this is "nearly" my diary, so I will say it after all..
"Im basicly a living slave that day"... No need to tell me about "hey, of course you should work hard, its your sister's wedding..".It does'nt matter, my leg still in pain because of that day. Well, whatever... hmmm..

No news for this week, except for the pain my leg felt until this day and the fact that my heart being broken by mohe.gov.my for denying my application.. well, my life sucks as always..

Nevermind, I got my familial obligation, now that my oldest sister is married.
Well then, Cherrrioo...

P/s: Crane origami stands for familial obligation, meaning family must watch each other's back.

Sometimes we can't change fate.....

Assalamualaikum..

For a long time busy with my sister's wedding, I finally got a time to blog, thanx to my friend, Caon, who sitting next to me now in this cyber cafe called FTZ. Looking at him and the rest of his problem (which I already tried to solve) remind me of something everyone know, but neglected to mention, "Sometimes things happen just beyond our control.".

I for once, believe I can settle his problem with one of my friend, which is also my bestfriend, but then, When his parent interfere, my plan ruined. Maybe they will actually talk to each other, but never the same as before. This really frustrating me as I dragged myself into their heart and reason myself on how to reconnect this two loose end but in the end, the old man always win.
His parent, who hated my friend, will forever be the border of my friend's relation and I got no power to question his parents action, So much of "Parent knows best"...(bollocks!), even kids know it is wrong to separate people, especially our own brother's in religion and race.

Phrases of the Week: "Our friends are like mirror to Our own true self."

Hmm...well, we never know the future, but I really for the best for our sake.
Emm...Enough about my problem..hehe
Last week was sooooo booooring lame....because nothing to do but wait, wait and wait for instruction from my mother about the house decoration, but finally! its over! Im done! This saturday will be my sister wedding and I will be the "freelance photographer" and I do mean "free"...

By the way, thanx for all those people (especially the first one, my godsis Mira a.k.a Mya) who wishing for my sister's wedding, even though its not mine still...haha..
Thats all guys and gurls, Take care.. cheriooo...

Never being this REAL...ever...

Assalamualaikum...

Emmm... I dont even realize that today is 13th March already! how fast the wind can blow, the faster the time will go... Ahaha..new one it is..

Emm...well this past couple of days, maybe nearly two weeks now, I didnt go anywhere since my sister is getting married this May and my house still not prepared yet.. and me as the only Man in my family (apart from my father of course..) need to be the one responsible for this matrimonial, ceremony , conjugal or whatever it is.. However, I still didnt do anything except clearing the master bedroom for the painting job to be done... So, Im got free time almost everyday..ahaha..anyway, I skip work for 2 weeks now and it is obvious that im now broke! So, I've started my new hobby! origami!!

(Phrases of the Day: Be the change you want to see in the world..)For 21 year, i never being this honest to myself untill now.. wanna know why? Im getting older by the day...and the clock is ticking.. Did you realize that every time we keep on judging people of what they do, we're also the same.... mean old bollocks! I realize this while listening to Dr. Fazilah Kamsah's lecture which say "Allah S.w.t created human eyes to see outside.. and not inside.. We can only see something outside of our eyes can reach..and not part of ourself.. (even with mirror) What im trying to say is everytime we see others, and judging by what they did, we didnt realize we would done the same if it is needed for us to do so.... (Waaa...!!! I know its hard to understand!! me too!!)

Thats all dude!! cheriooo...

My Melancholy Life...(-_-")

Assalamualaikum....
Hye, friends and stranger...
I cant believe this will be my first 2009 blog post...but still...nevermind.
What a terrific new year it is for me as for the first time I got a chance to go on a trip to KL for 3 days and stay in 5 star Hotel, swimming in 5 star swimming pool and eat first class food.. ahaha...sorry...but then i think it wasnt enough....
Ermmm...but for the other side of the coin, my life wasn't so good... Imperfect as always..
This year for 3 years on a row I didnt get anything I plan to have, but maybe this year i will...
Haihh..... InsyaAllah...
"Akulah simpang tersasar, dalam janjiku yang Melankolia"Cinta Melankolia -Ann
Wassalam...

P/S : I will be back soon guys!! for bro faizal...Chelsea Chelsea!!

Remember2 The End of Disember...

Assalamualaikum....

Its been a while..but then, as long as i live, my blog will never die!! haha..
There's nothing much change since my last post, except for my hair grow longer and my band get even horrible...
Here some suggestion movie I recently watched...The Crow!! Awesome!!

Anyway, .remember last year experience as the new year passed and you will learn more this year... cherrio!